Tuesday, October 6, 2009

What's her name?

This girl...is one of my fantasy characters that I created during my school days. I named her Keannatra...yeah its weird name and have no meaning(I have my reasons). She was born in 13 April(Friday the 13), age unknown, the only character with black and curl hair, the least pretty character I've created, the shortest...the truth is her head is full of mischievous ideas. Nope, she's not evil...I created her to reflect others...(- _ -)...
This is the finish portrait of her...ever wonder what that innocent face is thinking?

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

StoP aND LooKBaCK...

It's time to set my foot on the ground again and look back to what I have done for the past few years...from the day I start my journey to pursue my degree. So, I wrote down all the happiest and saddest moment during those journey.
My older brother involved in an accident, my grandma died, lost my dear kitties, broken friendships, fading bonds of my childhood friends, no special friend, gaining enemies, broken promises, back stabbing ******, left out because of all the favoritism, spent too much time and money on the public transports, scarred my feet, decreasing money pocket, failed to fit in, being fooled by the b****s, horribly teased by the person I admired most(that's it, no more idols), losing my trust to my own *****, exposed to the horrible truth, broken favorite motherboard and hardisks, cursed by my own *****, lost my favourite mp3 player and handphone, losing sapces, gaining horrible panda eyes, gaining weight...all of this just to get flying colors in my exams and training certification to please others...stupid exams and certs...
I've gained less but lost so many things that are dear to me. And yesterday, I lost a newly born kitten and today, one of my dear kitty died. Some people find it funny to cry for such matters. (I hate all of those who could never understand the lost of something dear and people who cares only by the looks and high accomplishments). Argghhh trying to fit in and impress others is the hardest job ever!!!(>_<)...please I want to get away from this job!!!
These are my latest drawing...I had to give up my PC and it took months trying to plan out the new layout of my bedroom. Well, it took 4 days to rearrange all and bleed my nose to get it done. Have fun...(-_-)...

Thursday, April 9, 2009

Work In Progress...

I have been blogging using blogspot for almost 3 years now. My 1st blog was when I was still in the secondary school(...never actually post it in the public or tell about it to anyone(-_-)). I wrote about pets and published it using 'friendster'. Hmmm... I was not into sketch journaling yet at that time.
But in 2005, I saw this book called The Creative License by Danny Gregory and I was fascinated with all the sketches in the book. I tried googling about the book and sketch journal. Well... that's when I found out that there is thousand of sketch blogs out there in the cyber world. Few years after that, I started sketch journaling and blogging but only to my closest friends and fans from secondary school. But then, I seldomly update my blog.
And now, with my 2009's resolutions and with all the supports from friends and family, I decided that I need to at least update my new blog twice a month. Finally, a few weeks ago, one of my friend said to me that I should try to post it in English... and he said 'maybe it could improve your English a bit'. Well...okey...I'll try. Mmm...okey lets put it this way... I'll try to post a few articles in English and then I'll set up a poll whether the post is better in English or in Bahasa Melayu. You decide(^_^), okey?
Oh, yes... sorry about my grammar and all... I'm not good in English but I will improve myself, kay?...(_ _)...