My older brother involved in an accident, my grandma died, lost my dear kitties, broken friendships, fading bonds of my childhood friends, no special friend, gaining enemies, broken promises, back stabbing ******, left out because of all the favoritism, spent too much time and money on the public transports, scarred my feet, decreasing money pocket, failed to fit in, being fooled by the b****s, horribly teased by the person I admired most(that's it, no more idols), losing my trust to my own *****, exposed to the horrible truth, broken favorite motherboard and hardisks, cursed by my own *****, lost my favourite mp3 player and handphone, losing sapces, gaining horrible panda eyes, gaining weight...all of this just to get flying colors in my exams and training certification to please others...stupid exams and certs...
I've gained less but lost so many things that are dear to me. And yesterday, I lost a newly born kitten and today, one of my dear kitty died. Some people find it funny to cry for such matters. (I hate all of those who could never understand the lost of something dear and people who cares only by the looks and high accomplishments). Argghhh trying to fit in and impress others is the hardest job ever!!!(>_<)...please I want to get away from this job!!!
These are my latest drawing...I had to give up my PC and it took months trying to plan out the new layout of my bedroom. Well, it took 4 days to rearrange all and bleed my nose to get it done. Have fun...(-_-)...
